JAMAIS VU
So far away;
A tune left my body, astray.
Paralyzed, with this new feeling,
My astral self in quest for my real being.
I hear a familiar melody.
Possessed, like to the elusive pied piper, I chase.
The earth crackling weak, my hands cuffed, beneath.
‘Please give me a melody, a remedy, a memory that will be left behind just for me.’
Fleeting, I see a, spiralled staircase, leading to eternity.
‘Don’t leave me,’ I cry, the melody, like swaying autumn leaves.
‘Who am I?’ the question I had my whole life.
‘I guess I gotta deal with this, deal with this, real world.’
‘I wish love was perfect as love itself’.
‘Like a flower that can’t bloom, in a dream that can’t come true.’
In this endless vacuum of nothingness,
‘Where is my angel at the end of the day?’
I reached the precipice.
‘Save Me’, said one. ‘I’m fine’ said two.
I drop to my knees, exasperated, my eyes searching.
‘Gotta go insane, to stay sane,’ my will, determined and pressing.
A tune like home, leaving my soul in abandon.
That would be my first death, I have always been afraid of.
‘My blood, sweat and tears, my cold breath too, just take em’.
Return to me, my magic shop; for let the cherry blossoms bloom, this spring day.
‘So, show me’ I spoke.
‘I’ll show you’ it echoed.
Suddenly, the fountains burst and a myriad of colors canvassed, in fusion.
Etheral! Magical! Spell-binding like spring in the middle of winter.
‘Drink a warm cup of tea, and look up at the galaxy.’
My astral being danced, to the fleeing melody I had chased previously.
Deep within the magic shop, inside I saw myself, myself.
Seven angels from paradise, seven voices synchronised, in unison.